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ℬ𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑒𝓁𝓊𝓇𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒 ℳ𝑜𝒹𝓈 ([personal profile] lesmodsalouette) wrote2025-03-16 03:54 am

Graveyard

Graveyard

The garden is still sprawling and green – despite having entirely lost all its riotous flowers and colors, along with any sign of wildlife or birdsong – though one thing stands out more than anything else: from Monday to Thursday, you can’t see the castle anymore. All that remains where it once stood (or perhaps, usually stands) is an incongruously large tree that towers over everything else and somehow looks larger and more imposing than the castle ever did. The tree’s branches are bare, without any hint of life nor leaf – however, on the weekends (that is to say, Friday through Sunday) a faint projection of the castle appears around it, cradling the only things that the denizens of this alternate garden can see in detail from the other side: the flurry of activity around the investigation, the circus-like dimension that holds the trial, and the mirrors and the grassy dimension that display the execution.

For those curious what the land of the living are up to, a mirage-like and upside-down reflection of the castle garden in its original arrangement can be spotted occasionally overlaying the sky. This strange illusion may sometimes show those in the garden on the other side, flitting in and out of view like stray clouds; but much like the weather, their appearance is mercurial – they cannot be reached and cannot be heard.

Water, Flower, Everywhere
The fountains remain active somehow, though their features seem to have eroded, obscuring the identities of the deities and the wings of the birds, cracking pottery down into nothing but worn shards and handles. At night, only maybe half the lights work (and here they are real candlelight, rather than magical), plunging most of the garden into crepuscular darkness. The trellis walkway looks quite overgrown (mysteriously, bamboo is taking over), entirely covering some statues and other features along its length, and it’s no longer walkable – a miniature canal runs the whole length underneath the arches, feeding into other new waterways around the garden that cut off footpaths seemingly at random. There are small footbridges here and there, but the lack of logic to the whole arrangement makes falling into one of the streams or canals a real hazard.

The waterways do all manage to converge at the pond by the pavilion – neither of which are all that soothing or classical anymore. The pond is only half-full, and entirely lacks water lilies or any dragonflies; its banks sit jagged above the dark waters, and perhaps that’s why the pavilion, too, is half collapsed down into it all. Gone are the curtains and ivies; only dead curling vines and half-collapsed columns are left, but there’s still someplace to sit if you put your mind to it.

Most of the flowerbeds sit fallow or overtaken by weeds – there’s signs here and there that someone might have tried to clear them out, but the bulk of the effort seems to have gone to the orchard by the gardener’s cottage. It might be more accurate to say cottages, given that there are a few of them dotted around that area for some reason. None of them are locked, but all of them have only minimal furnishings apart from the original; they’re also all provided with the full complement of gardener’s tools. Next to them, there are new saplings and half-grown flowering trees: some pear and apple, but also some not. There are new shoots in the kitchen orchard that have just barely taken root, the dirt recently turned.


Hedge Maze(?)
The other most eye-catching feature is what once was an ornamental hedge maze: instead of being a tame height here, it has seemingly grown wild and completely unchecked, towering above the rest of the garden almost like its own overgrown mountain. The hedge walls go up and up and up, making it entirely impossible to see the center or even how far it goes despite the fact that sections of the hedges have also died, reduced to the branches underneath, bristling with interlocked thorns.

Part of it had even spilled over into the garden itself, huge gnarled branches spreading out like burnt-blackened fingers all the way to the edge of the pond – wherever the branches touch, even the greenery is withered, and any statues look more ruined than those in the rest of the area. As of the end of Week 3, however, the branches have retracted entirely and the way into the hedge maze has opened even more. However, there is now a storm brewing over what might be the center or the general area of it. Getting close to the hedge maze or any of the hedge(?) branches is... unpleasant, though it doesn’t usually go beyond a buzz of wrongness and a slight headache.


spotsalone: (017)

[personal profile] spotsalone 2025-04-06 01:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ Hickey's grin returns. ]

Counting on me, hm? How your tune has changed.

[ neener neener. ]

I've got you.
siffriend: (102)

cw suicide/self harm ideation

[personal profile] siffriend 2025-04-06 01:24 am (UTC)(link)
I can't hurt a child.

[ Simple and factual, there. And... Hickey said the culprit hadn't done all of that to him either, so...

(... You're still angry. But you can't look at Junior's face and not see Bonnie, terrified of Sadnesses and still wanting to run back to their frozen sister. The horror and guilt of your eye, the confusion of your quick, merciless blade at the start of a loop.

But Hwy... Hwylryn. Him?) ]


... But I don't understand.

[ The reasoning. It's nonsense. To protect them, he had to kill them?

(You could never. You'd turn your blade on yourself first, you'd never even have nightmares of hurting the people you love so much.) ]
diel: (028)

[personal profile] diel 2025-04-06 01:24 am (UTC)(link)
[ ...

if he were still... but he's not. so he doesn't say anything regarding hwylryn. ]
fillintheblanket: (closes umbrella eyes)

[personal profile] fillintheblanket 2025-04-06 01:28 am (UTC)(link)
[The fact that they have a group name is weird, since it's seen more concept than use. Still.

Yamanbagiri glances over at the swiftly wheeling expressions, though he doesn't comment in so many words.]

... When I went to ask him to repair your items.

[That's probably part of why he's been so quiet, too.]
distain: (50)

[personal profile] distain 2025-04-06 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
[This is the point where Andrew silently leaves the tree btw! For blocking purposes.

And to understand that she has walked about as far away and out of this godforsaken garden (which is not very) that she possibly can.
]
spotsalone: (042)

[personal profile] spotsalone 2025-04-06 01:59 am (UTC)(link)
I don't, either.

[ Which is incredibly frustrating. ]

When Junior and I spoke a few days ago... He was not forthcoming with the details, but he told me he intended to kill on Hwylryn's behalf, I suspect because he feared this exact scenario would unfold if he allowed the dragon to dirty his own hands.

[ Somewhere friendlier. Ugh. Ultimately his death has worked out in his favor, but some part of Hickey wishes he'd been able to honor their agreement. Then this would not have happened. ]

Junior has been protective of Hwylryn since the beginning of all this. Made me promise not to hurt him, even.

[ He rolls his eyes. Perhaps it was a mistake to treat Junior entirely as an equal... Clearly there are some things about which he does not know better. ]
diel: (061)

ok but chara

[personal profile] diel 2025-04-06 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
[ because no one should miss this. ]

I've always liked talking to them.

[ he's exhausted (emotionally), but this kind of hatred? it feels so good to even just listen to. hate really is the best emotion, fuck love.

nvm who chara is saying it to. yoru is selectively blind due to conflicted feelings (ugh) ]
distain: (28)

cw abuse

[personal profile] distain 2025-04-06 02:02 am (UTC)(link)
[Wouldn't she? Wouldn't she be so happy? If it were Herta, they would basically be the only two people in the world. Only two of them would ever know what it was like. But Herta's such a soft and gentle person. She'd lose her family. She'd lose her friends. Those things that make her so beautiful and human in ways that Andrew has never been. Yes, yes, she wants to be the only one who brings certain expressions to her face, but life is so much more complex than that.

So, yes, she thinks, but the price -
]

How could I!? How could I...? It felt like I was being hit myself every time she was beaten! When I couldn't stop it from happening!

How could I trade any amount of happiness for even an ounce of pain if I might have been able to stop it? [No, instead she would have done anything to stop it...] Especially something like that?!

[Have they looked at him? Have they looked closely and imagine what it felt like? Can they feel the stinging heat of those injuries on their own body? Because that was her as recently as the week before, falling to her knees in front of all those pictures in the photography studio, every possibility an open bleeding reminder that she could not stop it.]
Edited (jfc i'm sorry peace ) 2025-04-06 02:07 (UTC)
siffriend: (056)

tearing up

[personal profile] siffriend 2025-04-06 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ (you

don't understand hwy but you understand what chara is saying and








isn't that

what you've been doing, too?

playing with your toys. your family members, knowing the lines they'll say over and over again, like pulling the string of a beloved doll. you do love them. you love them so much it hurts to lose them, but you know a lot of what you do and feel is learned -- re-learned, from that decade alone.

you still make mistakes. you still say the wrong thing, and then try to fix it. even before the loops. but it didn't seem to help much. you'd never hurt your friends, that doesn't apply, but much of what they say, here, to hwylryn

feels so pointed that)

Siffrin exhales shakily, picking at the ends of his gloves. Trying to get to the nails beneath.

(andrew's right it isn't love it's a mockery even what you feel for raha's nothing but a play isn't it you've tricked him too you've fooled yourself you're a horrible disgusting despicable monster you're no different than hwylryn you finally,) with the start of soft laughter, (finally deserve that guilty sentence you got, as far as you're concerned, you're a terrible person and you deserved what you got, facing yourself and then having this stupid

blinding

heart torn right out of you.) ]
diel: faint smile (001)

[personal profile] diel 2025-04-06 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
... I see.

[ repair... cain fixed his arm? restored the hand holding this teacup? oh. he would, wouldn't he? even though yoru must have hurt him worse.

he feels the cracks again. no, stop. he breathes even though he shouldn't. he breathes because he can't say cain's name. ]


He didn't hesitate, did he? Yamanbagiri, thank you for taking care of us, too.
diel: (027)

[personal profile] diel 2025-04-06 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
[ siffrin, his little love - he would be able to sense their thoughts even if he wasn't standing here, their heads tilted together like everything true lay between them. ]

Stop. [ he keeps his gaze on chara, but his reminds siffrin: ] Her words, not his. Wait for here. Wait for him to speak.

... He's coming.
fillintheblanket: (look down (figurative))

[personal profile] fillintheblanket 2025-04-06 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
I think it's fine not to understand.

[He's thinking of the tantou a lot lately, even though there weren't many of them back at the citadel.

The size of a sword isn't always an indicator of maturity. So it goes with the birth of tsukumogami, too, perhaps.]
siffriend: (114)

[personal profile] siffriend 2025-04-06 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
... You were hurt though. At the execution.

[ Both of them, were. Siffrin does recall that. Hickey broke a promise. No shade though, really.

(You still don't know how to feel. Everything's swirling around, blackening, sickened by-- you did like Hwylryn's company, even if you'd be pressed to admit it, because...

...

He reminded you, a little, of Loop. How they'd act, push and press and annoy you, but mean well. But equating them now churns your stomach. Loop would never. For some reason, you're sure of that.) ]
spotsalone: (055)

[personal profile] spotsalone 2025-04-06 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ He sets his jaw. ]

Yes, because Hwylryn found out about my arrangement with Junior and saw fit to kill me for it. He attacked me; I merely defended myself. Ish had to intervene.

[ He was pissed about it then, but he's even more pissed now, after seeing the true colors of Hwylryn's loyalty to Junior. ]

A worse case of hypocrisy surely there never was.
siffriend: (116)

[personal profile] siffriend 2025-04-06 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ Is it fine not to understand? G'raha would want to, but he won't be able to either maybe -- is this even something he'd want to understand, that odd dark innocence Hwylryn has? ]

... Okay. I don't... know if I want to, anyway.
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[personal profile] siffriend 2025-04-06 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
[ Siffrin flinches.

Away from her, from her words, and

maybe the implication is what's getting to him, because it's something that burns under his skin. ]


If I could have stopped it, I would.

[ Hissed, frustrated and hurt. ]

I hate to see him hurt. I hate it so much, I'll do the same to whoever did it to him in the first place. They'll feel his pain, his suffering, and ten times over by my hand -- but can't I be happy? Just a little? That I won't have to stand aside and watch him waste away while I keep living?

[ It's just a small, simple happiness. That G'raha will always be living, will always be within grasp.

(You don't

want to think of him pushing you away, disgusted and disturbed.)

Though at least Andrew's words are reasonable, at least, Siffrin's manic episode seems at its end. ]
siffriend: (054)

[personal profile] siffriend 2025-04-06 02:54 am (UTC)(link)
[ Yoru and G'raha both have a way about it, with his thoughts and knowing something's amiss. Even if Siffrin had the energy to try and cover them with a deflection...

... They're sure, so sure, that Yoru would sniff it out. Just like G'raha.

So all he gets is a small nod, another shuddering exhale, gaze fixated on the tree blooming so beautifully. ]
siffriend: (055)

[personal profile] siffriend 2025-04-06 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ Intervene... because Hickey was already slated to die, then. What a funny code that Witch has got. ]

... How should I feel about him? I'll take any answer.

[ Not that he should be asking Hickey of all people, but. Whatever. He's here, G'raha and Sariel aren't. Yet. ]
spotsalone: (084)

[personal profile] spotsalone 2025-04-06 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ Oh, that's a question he didn't expect. ]

Why ask me? You have the facts in front of you. Even if you place no value in my perspective, you saw what he did to G'raha.
diel: (051)

[personal profile] diel 2025-04-06 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
But...?

[ there was that 'yet'. ]
siffriend: (054)

[personal profile] siffriend 2025-04-06 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ (You do see what he did.

And that's why you're so, so confused.

Is he unforgivable like The King is? There's no malice; it's pure innocence, not unlike a child himself.

But it's like you told Chara so long ago. Dragons are... out of touch. With a lot of things, personal space being the least of the issue now.

You want to kill him.

...

At the same time, you think of Raha's face, the way he dislikes the way you get, and...) ]


... I'll ask Raha. What he wants to do, and if he wants me to get back at him. He... wasn't happy, about what I did to Ayaka.

[ Even if no one else would. ]
fillintheblanket: (look down (figurative))

[personal profile] fillintheblanket 2025-04-06 03:22 am (UTC)(link)
He didn't. Most of them didn't.

[Despite the fact that this graveyard garden grows fuller by the day; there's still strong links tying them all back to the castle, growing stronger all the time.

He tugs on his hood briefly, then goes back to polishing.]

... And it's my responsibility, as long as you're here.
fillintheblanket: (smile #2 resizing is my enemy)

[personal profile] fillintheblanket 2025-04-06 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
[A half-smile.]

Not even swords will last forever. That's the fate of a tsukumogami, too.
diel: faint smile (001)

cw: suicide ideation

[personal profile] diel 2025-04-06 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ just two water lilies sitting under the cherry blossom tree. (does death fuel its roots?) the flowers crown yoru's dark head, the horns from the outfit he died in peeking out cutely. ]

Our relationship is fine.

[ that is, the same as always. no relationship, according to yoonhee. unchanged, according to yoru. siffrin can pick their own truth from that. ]

But he's... the only one in Water Lily who would have killed me and not... been wrecked from it. I wasn't looking to die, but I did want to be free from... my feelings. From the others.
diel: (055)

[personal profile] diel 2025-04-06 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
And then here's where you'll go. Is there someone waiting for you? Or, I suppose, someone you're waiting to see?

[ the person who he was made for perhaps. ]