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ℬ𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑒𝓁𝓊𝓇𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒 ℳ𝑜𝒹𝓈 ([personal profile] lesmodsalouette) wrote2025-03-16 03:54 am

Graveyard

Graveyard

The garden is still sprawling and green – despite having entirely lost all its riotous flowers and colors, along with any sign of wildlife or birdsong – though one thing stands out more than anything else: from Monday to Thursday, you can’t see the castle anymore. All that remains where it once stood (or perhaps, usually stands) is an incongruously large tree that towers over everything else and somehow looks larger and more imposing than the castle ever did. The tree’s branches are bare, without any hint of life nor leaf – however, on the weekends (that is to say, Friday through Sunday) a faint projection of the castle appears around it, cradling the only things that the denizens of this alternate garden can see in detail from the other side: the flurry of activity around the investigation, the circus-like dimension that holds the trial, and the mirrors and the grassy dimension that display the execution.

For those curious what the land of the living are up to, a mirage-like and upside-down reflection of the castle garden in its original arrangement can be spotted occasionally overlaying the sky. This strange illusion may sometimes show those in the garden on the other side, flitting in and out of view like stray clouds; but much like the weather, their appearance is mercurial – they cannot be reached and cannot be heard.

Water, Flower, Everywhere
The fountains remain active somehow, though their features seem to have eroded, obscuring the identities of the deities and the wings of the birds, cracking pottery down into nothing but worn shards and handles. At night, only maybe half the lights work (and here they are real candlelight, rather than magical), plunging most of the garden into crepuscular darkness. The trellis walkway looks quite overgrown (mysteriously, bamboo is taking over), entirely covering some statues and other features along its length, and it’s no longer walkable – a miniature canal runs the whole length underneath the arches, feeding into other new waterways around the garden that cut off footpaths seemingly at random. There are small footbridges here and there, but the lack of logic to the whole arrangement makes falling into one of the streams or canals a real hazard.

The waterways do all manage to converge at the pond by the pavilion – neither of which are all that soothing or classical anymore. The pond is only half-full, and entirely lacks water lilies or any dragonflies; its banks sit jagged above the dark waters, and perhaps that’s why the pavilion, too, is half collapsed down into it all. Gone are the curtains and ivies; only dead curling vines and half-collapsed columns are left, but there’s still someplace to sit if you put your mind to it.

Most of the flowerbeds sit fallow or overtaken by weeds – there’s signs here and there that someone might have tried to clear them out, but the bulk of the effort seems to have gone to the orchard by the gardener’s cottage. It might be more accurate to say cottages, given that there are a few of them dotted around that area for some reason. None of them are locked, but all of them have only minimal furnishings apart from the original; they’re also all provided with the full complement of gardener’s tools. Next to them, there are new saplings and half-grown flowering trees: some pear and apple, but also some not. There are new shoots in the kitchen orchard that have just barely taken root, the dirt recently turned.


Hedge Maze(?)
The other most eye-catching feature is what once was an ornamental hedge maze: instead of being a tame height here, it has seemingly grown wild and completely unchecked, towering above the rest of the garden almost like its own overgrown mountain. The hedge walls go up and up and up, making it entirely impossible to see the center or even how far it goes despite the fact that sections of the hedges have also died, reduced to the branches underneath, bristling with interlocked thorns.

Part of it had even spilled over into the garden itself, huge gnarled branches spreading out like burnt-blackened fingers all the way to the edge of the pond – wherever the branches touch, even the greenery is withered, and any statues look more ruined than those in the rest of the area. As of the end of Week 3, however, the branches have retracted entirely and the way into the hedge maze has opened even more. However, there is now a storm brewing over what might be the center or the general area of it. Getting close to the hedge maze or any of the hedge(?) branches is... unpleasant, though it doesn’t usually go beyond a buzz of wrongness and a slight headache.


siffriend: (116)

[personal profile] siffriend 2025-04-06 05:16 pm (UTC)(link)
... And you know how hard that is.

[ For them, to let-- this, of all things, be bygones.

Siffrin sits back on their heels, conflicted, before exhaling sharply and flopping onto G'raha instead. Let them into your lap, catboy, they will make themselves comfortable and close. ]


I'll know when I see his face. If we get to see the others again, before The Witch sends us off. But...

[ ...

They still don't know. They'd comforted him, when he'd cried about his brother. When Cain had told their history. Siffrin didn't like to see the dragon's bright smile dissolve into tears. Even now, angry as he is, he doesn't... know.

Love is such a complicated thing. What Hwylryn did was unforgivable, something they don't understand, and that'll always be true. And they'll turn themselves inside out to try and figure out why.

(Your head hurts.)

Whatever. Siffrin'll bury his face against G'raha. ]


I won't stab him. At least. Okay?
thesharpestroy: (14)

[personal profile] thesharpestroy 2025-04-06 05:16 pm (UTC)(link)
…oh my god. His mom’s a piece of shit.

[Shiv doesn’t sound extremely shocked. Typical mom behavior, really.]

How do we knock her out again?
vivens: (pic#15698439)

[personal profile] vivens 2025-04-06 05:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ coughs ]

I'm suddenly not too sure if we did the right thing.
snakeblood: (that so?)

[personal profile] snakeblood 2025-04-06 05:18 pm (UTC)(link)
allrounder: (25)

[personal profile] allrounder 2025-04-06 05:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Indeed. We are not alone. We have one another, and surely we will see the others soon enough.

[ Even if some of those they really care about are on the other side right now, they aren't alone.

He thinks that means something. ]
fillintheblanket: (side to the eye)

[personal profile] fillintheblanket 2025-04-06 05:20 pm (UTC)(link)
... He’s the snake. She locked him away.

[Grounded.....]
siffriend: (049)

[personal profile] siffriend 2025-04-06 05:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Turned into the world's cutest snake.

[ ........ Yeah. Our moment of happy before Siffrin breaks it down. It being them. ]
allrounder: (64)

[personal profile] allrounder 2025-04-06 05:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Man.............................

He's got nothing to say, at least right now, as he watches the proceedings. This is always the problem with gods and primals and whatever higher beings are up there.

What they view as good is not always what is for the best. ]
distain: (50)

[personal profile] distain 2025-04-06 05:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[]

But then... had she not started to realize the consequences of this kind of thing yesterday already, in front of this same tree, when she realized what it was like to force someone into a promise?]
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[personal profile] allrounder 2025-04-06 05:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Ah, there Siffrin is, on his lap just as G'raha said he would have them on Tuesday (not like THAT, any of you flatviewers). His hand settles on their back, palm splayed and resting comfortably there. ]

Thank you. 'Tis all I ask.

[ Please. No more stabbings.

G'raha allows a silence to drift between them for one, two, three moments. This silence is comfortable and he knows the ensuing conversation won't be, but... well. He'll go into it headfirst as he does most other things. ]


I have learned of our new... situation, as it were.
siffriend: (032)

[personal profile] siffriend 2025-04-06 05:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Her hair is the same shade as G'raha's, which is nice. They're usually kind and wonderful. Like Isa, like Cain. Red is a nice color.

(You like the color red!)

What about us, they rightfully ask. Will we be able to recover the ones we lost? Ayaka puts in.

I can leave you all here with food and water, the goddess replies, and then to Ayaka: Nope. I don't know how to do any of that actually!

(... ... ..

She




doesn't?)

There's a soft, disbelieving laughter coming from beside G'raha, because who else would Siffrin sit with, G'raha and Yoru are his favorites here, they get to be audience more than anyone to his tremble and growing laughter, jagged and mean--

(She doesn't? Know how? She can't? She can't bring you back, can't send you home, can't--

You hate gods. They're as blinding useless as ever.)

A sharp inhale, seething coldly. ]


And here I thought... that the Change God was cruel.

[ That one made fun of Siffrin. But at least it didn't pull out the rug on a deal. ]
fillintheblanket: (closes umbrella eyes)

[personal profile] fillintheblanket 2025-04-06 05:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[Just a touch dry:]

If knocking her out doesn’t undo her magic, there would be a bigger problem.
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[personal profile] siffriend 2025-04-06 05:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[ So, so comfortable. So nice. Siffrin could fall asleep here, truly, listening to the way G'raha breathes and lives, warm skin and the fabric that covers it pressing against his cheek.

... But silence never lasts, does it. They keep their eye closed, humming softly. ]


Yeah?
allrounder: (18)

[personal profile] allrounder 2025-04-06 05:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He immediately grabs their hand, fingers squeezing tight.

Look, he gets it. He understands.

But... if there is one thing he knows, it's: ]


Do not give into despair, Siffrin. The battle has not yet concluded.
antline: (army)

[personal profile] antline 2025-04-06 05:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh. He is cute.
allrounder: (65)

[personal profile] allrounder 2025-04-06 05:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ They know what's coming, they have to.

But he sighs anyway, soft and melancholic. Tired, even. He's so... so tired, of all of the death of his own death. ]


I presume that was your best chance at returning to the land of the living, so... I am not angry with the result or the deal that you all have made.

[ He couldn't be. ]

'Tis exhausting nevertheless, to know of the long road of loss ahead.
siffriend: (033)

[personal profile] siffriend 2025-04-06 05:46 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm going to kill her.

[ Less despair, more anger. It's always come out that way -- where was Loop, to point them in the right direction? Why are they stuck-- stuck here, unable to do a blinding thing.

It feels

exactly

the same as when Ayaka confessed in the promenade, when every bit of acceptance retched itself out of Siffrin's heart and stomach, hate and burning anger in its place. Twice, now. Twice.

On

the other hand, on the other hand on the other hand if it's

(If it's your

fault anyway

like Raha thinks, says,















isn't it better this way? maybe

they're already done

beaten the king

saved vaugarde

split off





not a thought to you, suddenly disappearing never to return.)

The laughter has a different cadence this time, squeezing their joined hands tight. More broken.

(This!

Would!

Be!

Best!

For them, for the family members you love so blinding much, wouldn't it!

Let go, Raha says! Maybe you should! What choice do you have anyway! Those incompetent idiots on the other side can barely solve a murder, much less convince a goddess!) ]
distain: (37)

[personal profile] distain 2025-04-06 05:51 pm (UTC)(link)
... You did choose this. [He chose for them. He chose for the dead. And... she's trembling a little bit because all of the feelings that run too hot and fast in her don't have an outlet right now.]

We all chose to believe we were saving something that wanted for saving.
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[personal profile] siffriend 2025-04-06 05:51 pm (UTC)(link)
I know. I'd like to carry him around. Go on snakeventures. Show him places he's never seen, like the inside of a hole.
vivens: (pic#16477297)

[personal profile] vivens 2025-04-06 05:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[ do you just ever a moment where you regret something you've done so painfully bad that you don't even know what you want to do? do you cry? do you yell? do you break everything in sight because you don't know what to do with yourself?

he didn't want to regret anything ever again—he had one regret in life. a single regret that haunted him—haunts him—to this very day. day after day... night after night... everything that sabo does, he does without questioning himself for he doesn't want anymore regrets. what he does, he does with full confidence of his decision whether it be the right thing to do or the wrong thing to do.

however, as norna speaks and addresses those who are still living and states how she can't (won't) keep up ish's end of the bargain, there's that feeling again.

regret. guilt.

...except there's no outlet for the anger that begins to boil inside of him. so he waits and watches. there are those on the living that he trusts to know what to do. people who want to go home (and want to save them).
]
allrounder: (75)

[personal profile] allrounder 2025-04-06 05:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He lets go of their hand, but only so he can put his arms around Siffrin's shoulders instead, bringing him close. Maybe he shouldn't do that when Siffrin is so angry, but G'raha has never feared their ire.

Sure, G'raha could admonish him, could tell him not to say he'll do such things but that wouldn't do any good right now. ]


Have faith, Siffrin. There are times when all we must do is have faith in those that can still walk forward.

[ All they can do is wait. ]
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[personal profile] siffriend 2025-04-06 05:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He isn't happy with it, but that's something Siffrin accounted for. Knew. It isn't something that they're entirely happy with either, but-- as he says, it was the best chance they had.

(You think of Andy, of Shiv, who had their reservations. Who still do. They were forced by majority, by circumstance, to accept.

You're practically immortal as is; it doesn't affect you much, right now.) ]


... But at least we'll have each other.

[ It's soft and uncertain, regardless. As giddy as they had been before -- that fire had dimmed into embers, still there but far... less. ]

We can go on so, so many adventures together. And see... so many things, Raha.
vivens: (pic#15641252)

[personal profile] vivens 2025-04-06 05:59 pm (UTC)(link)
I did, and I'll take responsibility of whatever comes of it.

[ and andy has every right to be angry with him. he sees the way she trembles and knows that there are even deeper feelings that are inside of her that she is not expressing. ]

However, I don't want to think that the others would be quick to dismiss us.
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[personal profile] allrounder 2025-04-06 06:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Indeed we will.

[ And that he's happy about, and it's obvious in the softness of his voice, the way his fingers clench around the fabric of their shirt.

But. There's always a "but". ]


What of your family, Siffrin? Of Bonnie?

[ He'll lose them. There's a pause, and once again, surely Siffrin knows exactly what he will say. ]

...Of Isa?

[ You know, Siffrin. The man you love. ]

Surely you hold sadness over what will come to pass. Have you allowed yourself to grasp onto it and feel it in full?
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[personal profile] siffriend 2025-04-06 06:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[ And he need never fear it, because if stabbing Cain had sent them into such a spiral hurting G'raha would be equivalent to raising the knife on themselves.

And they'd do it, of course. Too easily. ]


No, no, this-- you said it's my fault, didn't you? Maybe this is better. For them. My family members.

[ Even if

stars

it hurts so much, head and heart and body wracked with pain at the thought. Even G'raha's embrace offers little comfort, cold cold cold as they are. ]