[ -- And like that (heads) the vision is no more, nothing torments them except the painful drags of breath they inhale, eye stinging but not a tear shedding never a blinding tear shedding (you are so blinding broken you can't even cry over the life you had before), and the sharp ache of the broken wrist they've been sporting is such a footnote, right now.
Curling up on the ground, shaken beyond belief, it's not the warrior's influence anymore but their own lack of control, even as they try (you have to be useful) to gather themselves (you have to do something) it's hard, it's so hard, he feels his mind buzzing and his breath shortening, heart pounding and a queasiness that rolls through his body as he tries to stand--
fails, falters, and
at least now, there won't be violence enacted if someone tries to touch him, considering how desperately Siffrin's reaching for anyone, anyone with a wide, panicked look in their eye.
(you can't breathe you can't breathe you can't breathe) ]
cw anxiety attack. he won but he still suffers
Curling up on the ground, shaken beyond belief, it's not the warrior's influence anymore but their own lack of control, even as they try (you have to be useful) to gather themselves (you have to do something) it's hard, it's so hard, he feels his mind buzzing and his breath shortening, heart pounding and a queasiness that rolls through his body as he tries to stand--
fails, falters, and
at least now, there won't be violence enacted if someone tries to touch him, considering how desperately Siffrin's reaching for anyone, anyone with a wide, panicked look in their eye.
(you can't breathe you can't breathe you can't breathe) ]