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siffrin, the wanderer ([personal profile] siffriend) wrote in [personal profile] lesmodsalouette 2025-04-06 02:08 am (UTC)

tearing up

[ (you

don't understand hwy but you understand what chara is saying and








isn't that

what you've been doing, too?

playing with your toys. your family members, knowing the lines they'll say over and over again, like pulling the string of a beloved doll. you do love them. you love them so much it hurts to lose them, but you know a lot of what you do and feel is learned -- re-learned, from that decade alone.

you still make mistakes. you still say the wrong thing, and then try to fix it. even before the loops. but it didn't seem to help much. you'd never hurt your friends, that doesn't apply, but much of what they say, here, to hwylryn

feels so pointed that)

Siffrin exhales shakily, picking at the ends of his gloves. Trying to get to the nails beneath.

(andrew's right it isn't love it's a mockery even what you feel for raha's nothing but a play isn't it you've tricked him too you've fooled yourself you're a horrible disgusting despicable monster you're no different than hwylryn you finally,) with the start of soft laughter, (finally deserve that guilty sentence you got, as far as you're concerned, you're a terrible person and you deserved what you got, facing yourself and then having this stupid

blinding

heart torn right out of you.) ]

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