[ he laughs quietly, as though any louder and he'd disturb the petals on them. ]
I'm not used to feelings being hard, you know. Or... [ he adds with a furrow: ] ... complicated.
In the end, it just felt like... there was nowhere to run from them. So! To the person I - mm - I couldn't let go of, and to the person who let go of me: I severed myself from both. Then from the people who wouldn't vote for me. I kept Jin asleep and killed - because that's what I'm best at.
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[ he laughs quietly, as though any louder and he'd disturb the petals on them. ]
I'm not used to feelings being hard, you know. Or... [ he adds with a furrow: ] ... complicated.
In the end, it just felt like... there was nowhere to run from them. So! To the person I - mm - I couldn't let go of, and to the person who let go of me: I severed myself from both. Then from the people who wouldn't vote for me. I kept Jin asleep and killed - because that's what I'm best at.