No. Definitely not. I was gonna just keep all my thoughts and feelings about you to myself until this whole thing was over, Raha.

[ You know. Like with Isa, and G'raha with his friend.

... Like someone who understands keeping it to friendship only, and looking on from afar. Not reaching out, out of fear or worse. ]

And then we'd part ways, however that's gonna go. Without saying a word. If it, um. Continued to grow. Like it did.

[ (You thank all the stars that apparently your type are people who don't notice that you like them!!!!!!!

Makes it sooooooooo easy to swallow every feeling down!!!!!!!!!) ]