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ℬ𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑒𝓁𝓊𝓇𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒 ℳ𝑜𝒹𝓈 ([personal profile] lesmodsalouette) wrote2025-03-16 03:54 am

Graveyard

Graveyard

The garden is still sprawling and green – despite having entirely lost all its riotous flowers and colors, along with any sign of wildlife or birdsong – though one thing stands out more than anything else: from Monday to Thursday, you can’t see the castle anymore. All that remains where it once stood (or perhaps, usually stands) is an incongruously large tree that towers over everything else and somehow looks larger and more imposing than the castle ever did. The tree’s branches are bare, without any hint of life nor leaf – however, on the weekends (that is to say, Friday through Sunday) a faint projection of the castle appears around it, cradling the only things that the denizens of this alternate garden can see in detail from the other side: the flurry of activity around the investigation, the circus-like dimension that holds the trial, and the mirrors and the grassy dimension that display the execution.

For those curious what the land of the living are up to, a mirage-like and upside-down reflection of the castle garden in its original arrangement can be spotted occasionally overlaying the sky. This strange illusion may sometimes show those in the garden on the other side, flitting in and out of view like stray clouds; but much like the weather, their appearance is mercurial – they cannot be reached and cannot be heard.

Water, Flower, Everywhere
The fountains remain active somehow, though their features seem to have eroded, obscuring the identities of the deities and the wings of the birds, cracking pottery down into nothing but worn shards and handles. At night, only maybe half the lights work (and here they are real candlelight, rather than magical), plunging most of the garden into crepuscular darkness. The trellis walkway looks quite overgrown (mysteriously, bamboo is taking over), entirely covering some statues and other features along its length, and it’s no longer walkable – a miniature canal runs the whole length underneath the arches, feeding into other new waterways around the garden that cut off footpaths seemingly at random. There are small footbridges here and there, but the lack of logic to the whole arrangement makes falling into one of the streams or canals a real hazard.

The waterways do all manage to converge at the pond by the pavilion – neither of which are all that soothing or classical anymore. The pond is only half-full, and entirely lacks water lilies or any dragonflies; its banks sit jagged above the dark waters, and perhaps that’s why the pavilion, too, is half collapsed down into it all. Gone are the curtains and ivies; only dead curling vines and half-collapsed columns are left, but there’s still someplace to sit if you put your mind to it.

Most of the flowerbeds sit fallow or overtaken by weeds – there’s signs here and there that someone might have tried to clear them out, but the bulk of the effort seems to have gone to the orchard by the gardener’s cottage. It might be more accurate to say cottages, given that there are a few of them dotted around that area for some reason. None of them are locked, but all of them have only minimal furnishings apart from the original; they’re also all provided with the full complement of gardener’s tools. Next to them, there are new saplings and half-grown flowering trees: some pear and apple, but also some not. There are new shoots in the kitchen orchard that have just barely taken root, the dirt recently turned.


Hedge Maze(?)
The other most eye-catching feature is what once was an ornamental hedge maze: instead of being a tame height here, it has seemingly grown wild and completely unchecked, towering above the rest of the garden almost like its own overgrown mountain. The hedge walls go up and up and up, making it entirely impossible to see the center or even how far it goes despite the fact that sections of the hedges have also died, reduced to the branches underneath, bristling with interlocked thorns.

Part of it had even spilled over into the garden itself, huge gnarled branches spreading out like burnt-blackened fingers all the way to the edge of the pond – wherever the branches touch, even the greenery is withered, and any statues look more ruined than those in the rest of the area. As of the end of Week 3, however, the branches have retracted entirely and the way into the hedge maze has opened even more. However, there is now a storm brewing over what might be the center or the general area of it. Getting close to the hedge maze or any of the hedge(?) branches is... unpleasant, though it doesn’t usually go beyond a buzz of wrongness and a slight headache.


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[personal profile] siffriend 2025-04-06 12:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ -- Oh, there's someone holding their face. Not just someone, Yoru. He stares at his friend, dark navy eye wide with-- bliss, or desperation, or somewhere in the realm of grief masquerading as both.

The forehead against theirs is pleasant. The eye closes, (you breathe in, and out, just like before,) and then opens again, curious now.

(you're still so happy, but yoru's calling.) ]


Hi.
Edited 2025-04-06 00:09 (UTC)
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[personal profile] diel 2025-04-06 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ yoru doesn't have words of comfort; his words are... a warning, perhaps. or a gentle reminder, since siffrin believes him so gentle.

but he can look at siffrin with dark love because that will always be true. his water lily. ]


When he comes, let him speak first. Let him see the Siffrin who's always been with him, before you show him the rest.
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[personal profile] siffriend 2025-04-06 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ ...

Siffrin exhales, closes their eye again. Rests further against Yoru. ]


He said... that he wants to know all of me, as much as he's able, because I'm like a puzzle. He wants to know every piece, jagged and not, even if it may hurt -- because he wants to see the whole picture that makes up me, not just... what I want him to see.

[ (But would he like this? This, this disgusting display now?

You know it's wrong. You shouldn't be so gleeful. But what else can you feel? So much has happened, so much to remind you of what you do and don't have, so easily forgotten... the relief you have now, that at least there's something to really look forward to...

You know you're broken and disturbed. Maybe you wouldn't have been, if it hadn't been for all those loops. Or maybe you've always been like this. Who can say.) ]


But... okay. I will. Um, since you think it's better that way.
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[personal profile] diel 2025-04-06 12:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ no, he agrees. ]

Let him know, but by your own choice, Siffrin. This... right now... was forced out of you by someone else.

[ he lowers his voice, some of the hollowed tiredness slipping through. ]

Pick when and where and how. For yourself... and for him.
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[personal profile] siffriend 2025-04-06 12:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ Oh.

It was, wasn't it?

Siffrin lifts their hands to place against Yoru's slightly larger ones, cupping right back. ]


... You're good at calming me.

[ And... they don't want to be one of the reasons for that tiredness, either. Even if they aren't, they don't want to be. ]

I don't think he'd like it. [ (You know your family members wouldn't. Raha, who's so good, wouldn't either.) ] But, I'm... tired of being left behind.
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[personal profile] diel 2025-04-06 01:02 am (UTC)(link)
He doesn't have to like it, but he can learn to love your whys and hows if you give him the time. And he will love understanding you.

[ this is how he had felt with - he stops that thought. that person only belongs to one now. ]

I don't want you to be left behind either.

[ not like yoru was. but this isn't about yoru.

siffrin is a love yoru will hold always. so he knows, if he can love all of them, then - ]


Don't be afraid to be yourself.

[ oops advice from a serial killer - ]
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[personal profile] siffriend 2025-04-06 01:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ Comforting. So comforting, always. They settle more into his hold, like a cat, before lifting away again. ]

'Kay. I'll trust the both of you, since neither of you have lied to me before. You, or Raha. He's stupidly honest.

[ It's cute. And painful. And something they love and hate. ]